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Thursday, October 05, 2006, 7:02:00 PM
ARGH!!! I am so damn frustrated right now.. yes, I am real frustrated and ANGRY. Why? Because I have such sexist and biased parents. Well, mayb not my dad but.. isn’t it the same? My mum will onli stress me with MONEY. So what if I got the opportunity to go for the cruise? So what if onli 100 people get to go? she don care! All she cares about is the money! she never bother to ask if I wan to go.. she don ask or wan to know that this benefits me. she don even care that this cruise allows us to go to normally forbidden places on a ship. she don care that I get to learn many things from this trip. All she cares about is the MONEY!!!! So what if the lecturers STRONGLY ENCOURAGE us to go? she don understand that many people are dying to replace me. Its not like I didn’t enplain to them about the trip. The point is, she don’t care.. is still about the money. Every day I get home I get nagged. Even today I went home straight from poly marina, she stil ask why I come back so late.. what about that ass? He’s having his exams and he is NOT even studying! He goes to that irritating neighbours house all day and she doesn’t even scold him! He doesn’t even get nagged. All the problems are on me. Just because I’m the eldest? Sometimes I reali hate her.. she only thinks that I got lots of time and got nothing better to do. She never listens to me but she trusts my aunt 100%. Whatever she tells her, she believes. And in turn, I get all the things on me. Jus one word from my aunt, she asks me to go and find a job. And she thinks that a job is so easy to get. Wants me to find a job but she WANTS me to go and help out at my dads shop. What does she want from me? She can say “ others also can work and study why u cannot?” so what if I get 5 Bs, 2 B+ and 1 C+ for my semester 1 results? She’s not satisfied. She can ask why no A? that ass always fails his exams and she doesn’t even scold him! Its reali tough being the eldest. Especially in this house.. sometimes I reali lose the will to carry on living.. everything I do seems to be so wrong.. and everything my brother do seems perfect. Its not that I don wan to go for the cruise. I wan to go.. but when I think of saying yes, I think of the nagging about the money. I thought tml I could accompany my baby to practice his bowling.. now she tell me that I HAVE to go shop tml. Then she says that I NEED to go shop on Sat because the aunty cannot go. Every thing also its me!!!! I might as well die, then see who she ask to go. i'm stil lucky, at least there's still someone whom i know will always be there for me no matter what happens. without him, i guess i would have given up long ago. |
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